Float On

It looks like I’m going house hunting again Wednesday if we can get in touch with the realtor. I’m hoping that this will be the last time since between me and my mother we have found eight houses to look at. I’m just ready to make a decision and be done with it so everything else can be set in motion. The whole process is exhausting, but this time we found some that my stepdad actually likes, and although I’m going to be living there, my parent’s ultimately are making the decision because they’re going to be paying for it until I find myself a job. Which I really hope is as easy to find as everyone’s been telling me. That’s my biggest worry right now.

I haven’t really done anything over the last few days other than read. I feel like I’m growing apart from my friends. I really haven’t spoken to anyone lately, but then again, they haven’t really spoken to me either. I don’t know. Maybe I have been stuck in my house for far too long doing nothing.

I’d been making plans to go to Greenville for a while. Mostly because I really need to have something done about my hair and also because I haven’t been in a while. I haven’t seen anyone in a while and before long I know I won’t see anyone for a really long time.

Moving may be harder than I thought. Unless by some miracle I actually manage to make friends in Dothan to make up for the ones that I’m never going to get to see after I move there.